I miss her bad!

For some reason it has been a tough week.  There are a few things that have happened this week to make me think of her more often.  I was driving home from work one night and the song Let Her Go came on and I cried the rest of the way home. 




"Let Her Go"

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

Spring time and summer are the best times of the year.  All of the flowers that bloom, the grass is green, you can lay on the lawn and look at the clouds to shapes.  When I feel the sun on my face, I think of how Kami is missing out on that.  When I see a Husky, I think of how much Kami is missing out on with Cyress.  When I have the granddog Sam on my lap over at Dan and April's I remember how much Kami loved their dog and how excited Sam got when she used to come pick him up for sleepovers.    I often wonder if dogs,  with all of their christlike love, can see those who have passed.  I really hope that Ollie Puppy gets to go wherever I go after I die!  He may need to pull me up to heaven but I need to be with my Ollie Puppy! 

I know that people aren't reading this blog as much anymore.  Kami has been gone for 7 1/2 months already.  I think about her every day and night, I don't know how many times a day.  Please don't let Kami be forgotten.

I am going to be selling a bracelet that says Remember Kami on it and donating the money to the AFSP.  I can't bring Kami back but I can hopefully help save someone else.  I wish we wouldn't have had to let her go.